Been Forever
Okay, it’s been awhile. You can tell. I had a nice long entry and forgot that you have to submit it twice for it to take. LOL!!!
rn
Well, update on me for those who remember me. If you recall, I used to take care of my grandmother. She passed away on March 23 and was buried on my birthday on Mar. 27. SHe’s in a better place now.
rn
I’m up to 265 now which is a new high for me. It really sucks. I really need some help and advice and a kick in the behind. I promised to take my son to Florida in 2008 but one of the conditions is that I have to lose a good amount of weight. I need to lose this weight. I don’t want to let him down. The time is now!
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All you’ve got to do is do it. Take it one day at a time.
Just a thought, though. This may sound cruel, but is it fair to your son to place the conditions of going to Florida on your weight loss? He shouldn’t be the one to have to pay if you’re not where you want to be when the time comes. I know it’s an incentive to you, but I don’t think it’s fair for him.
We all mess up, I have a lot of times, and what I found is when I go to the pity party and poor me mentality, then I totally give up. I now accept that I can mess up, and thats OK, we have to let ourselves mess up and not let the one binge turn into a 5 year binge and gain 75 lbs (I’ve done that before).
Find something to reinspire you, search for it. I had to search for it numerous times on this road. It is never the same, it changes, and my diet and needs change too. Nip this in the bud now, don’t get any higher, search deep within yourself for why you are eating the way you are, and not what you are eating. It made the world of difference to me.
Best of luck
Tina