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I finally feel like I’m somewhat back in control.  It’s been a long time coming.  Maybe because I’m getting a week away from the end of the semester.  It’s very possible.  I’m walking again which really helps.  Heck, I’m thinking about getting up early in the morning to take a small walk.  Wow, did I just say that?  LOL!!  Yes, I did.  I’ll let you know later if I actually do or not.  I’m doing better food wise.  I’m not perfect but I’m getting better and back to counting my points.  I’ve got a little ways to go but I see only good things from here on out.  I can do this!

I’m super excited now.  My mother in law is back to walking with me and boy does it make a huge difference.  We walked for almost an hour today.  It’s nice to have someone to talk to. The walk doesn’t feel like exercise. I am so happy right now.  We are going to do it again tomorrow. I’m also going to shoot for a second walk tomorrow if I can get it in.  The weather is beautiful. Work is better.  I’m passing both of my classes with B’s.  Life is good.  I haven’t felt this good in weeks so I’m pretty psyched.  Ok, I’m off to do homework. 

It’s been a while since I blogged on here.  I gained .6 pounds like week after a rough week.  It’s okay though.  I thought it was going to be far worse.  It really helped me rethink things over though.  Steph and I were talking on the way to our ww meeting about exercise and how important it is.  Then, the topic of the meeting was exercise and the excuses we make.  It sure hit the spot and helped to reenergizie me.  It may take me a long time to lose this weight  and I’m going to have my ups and downs BUT I will not quit!!!  I’m going to put in an extra effort this week.  It’s hard with school, work, and family.  Stress is definetely catching up to me even physically.  I’ve had canker sores on my tongue this week (they are gone now), heart palpitations (these were scary but not painful), and my period is late. LOL!!  ON top of the earthquake, it’s been a weird week. LOL!!  I have to lose this weight and I have to work hard at doing what I’m supposed to do.  It’s doable. Small changes this week.  I will drink water NO dew and NO cupcakes.  I am going to lose at least 1 pound next weigh in.  OH yeah, no more missing meetings.  They are way to important.